My groove back?! NO... My money back?! NO...... My sexy back?! NEVER LEFT!! As almost everyone knows i strained a vocal cord about 2 years ago. It was devastating hearing someone tell me i might not ever get my singing voice back. That made me completely shut music out of my life i didn't write music for a year, and seeing any form of a talent competition on TV brought tears to my eyes lol (that should be me boo hoo). I love to perform it always made me who i was and not having the same powerful voice i did before made me hopeless. I substitute it with doing makeup and designing,those thing are amazing and give me something to focus on but in the end its just that "a substitute". Looking back i probably should have sucked it up got myself back into singing lessons but its not that easy when you're actually faced with it. I remember my friend Stella told me once "you don't need college you have talent" and now that all im thinking about is what i need to go to school for (don't get me wrong knowledge is power) i forgot how talented i am and how much i miss singing, dancing and how being on stage makes me feel. I need it back, that feeling, passion the one thing that has always made me Jacqui. Now that 2 years have passed i cant wait much longer i want the stage back. I start vocal lessons saturday (hopefully its not to late to fix them)! Cheers to me getting the stage back! Its where i belong.
